IDK

have you ever wondered what you should be doing in this bloody world?
when you were born, what did god tell you to do?
oh this, IDK

i think i'm not myself anymore.
i've changed for the bad.
i don't really know where i'm not the same but there's just this feeling which makes me feel that i've changed.
is it because i'm older now and i know how to see things in a different way.
or is it the people around me that is cuasing me to change
or is it myself?
i really don't know.

I miss those days where i can not hate a person at all, but i think its impossible now.
My attitude wasn't that bad, but its really like damn god lousy
And i remembered that in sec 2, i was sitting in that little corner in the classroom but the whole class can hear my laughter
But hey, not anymore.
Sometimes, i just felt so hard to give a true laughter, those which your tummy hurts.
Thinking that i need branded to keep my life going. ha not that exaggerating, but its almost that meaning.
Netball's like shit now
Friendship ain't important.

WTH- What The Hell
oh ya, but there's just 1 thing good that i think have been a good thing- I'M READING LOTS OF BOOK :D
(CLAPS)